I am a person that takes some 'getting used to' to be around for long periods of time. People tend to love me because I'm easily amused (and can be quite amusing in return!). I also can lose (or simply cast away) plenty of people in my life when they realize I'm quite easily bored.
Why is this a problem? Well... it makes conversations jumpy - I tend to go off on tangents talking about whatever pops in to my head (then on to the next tangent because the first tangent no longer held my interest); it leads me to being fickle and finicky, because I can never pay attention or stay interested in something long enough to make up my damn mind... and even if I DO make a decision, I tend to go back on it at some point in the near future to try out the other previously refuted option; I tend to be extremely off and on because in the brief moment I'm happy with whatever decision I've made (or topic of conversation I've happened upon), I'm quite laid back... much unlike the hyper, squirrel-like girl I was a few moments before.
I have few friends (many acquaintances though... apparently I'm great at providing quality entertainment), but those I do have love me and appreciate me for who I am. And at least those who didn't care to stick around, or who I was bored of and left, tend to leave my mind rather quickly. I'm no good at holding grudges or engaging in prolonged fights or bickering (boooooooring).
It honestly amazes me that I have been married as long as I have, considering my past record of relationships before him (I only entered in to two 'semi-serious' relationships before my husband, each of which only lasted a few months). I guess my husband knows what he got himself in to, bless him.
Why am I mentioning any of this? I have no idea. Consider it a warning. I'm not sure what a warning OF exactly, but if ever you leave comments or send me e-mails asking me what the fuck it was I was talking about in post x-y-z, then the only answer I'll have to give you is "Hey, I warned you!".
And on an unrelated note, I bought some leopard print ballet flats today from target. My husband hates them. I don't really give a shit - I'm rockin' the animal print and think they are AWESOME.
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